i've decided to write in this everyday...i wonder if anyone reads it? hahaha wouldn't it be so sad if no one did. haha shuddudp chris i know what you're gona say......=P but i don't stalk you..its the other way around .....anyway..hmm today was pretty fun!! didn't go to art for even one full period..wow...amazing..that's liek the first time this year...mann it's so stinky down there! i'm surprised the art teachers dont' have poison in their blood cuz of the chemicals they're using...hmmm wrote my math test..whcih was really easy...haah i aced it!! *yaaaay*and yeah..after schoool had a nice talk w/janz...i realized how much i miss her :) we'd both been really missing out on each other since sept SINCE SHE'S MY LESBOOOOOO...lol!!
went home and then my driving instructor came. his name's andrew and he's such a joker!! he is the biggest, funniest, craziest, nicest black guy i've ever met...he reminds me of the jolly green giant and laughs even more than i do!!!! haahahhha in-car lessons make me so HYPERRRRRRRR mannn hehee....he lets me speed but tells my mom i'm an awesome driver...which i am hhaa =) can't wait till june to get muh g2 (the FIRST TIME)!~ ahhhhh!!!!!! gonna take the car out everysingle day muahhhaahhaaha
hjmmmmmm today..nothign much else except for piano....hmmm i'm bored now..gonan go do my law essay and crap =( boooo homework is stinky!!
Monday, April 26, 2004
Sunday, April 25, 2004
wow......starting my very very first entry of my BLOG!!! lol..i always thought these things were so annoying cuz you hafta waste so much time writing and updating them and aa is bad enough :P hmm ahha well this time its REALLY me not the other guy who made the beautiful pink and blue background fer me!! (thanks chrissy!)
well, what to say..right now its just a really stressful time for me..so much work to do with the art show coming up..doing lots of work at school in the BASEMENT inhaleing nasty toxic stuff from tech and art, and being holed up at home working on my interior model!! btw, if anyone wants to come..MaryWard's ART SHOW, ISM is opening its doors on May3rd, and is running all week i believe!! tickets are usualyl $2-3 pretty cheap for all the workt that is being put into it...its really worth checking out! the stuff is AMAZING =) ppl are so talented at my school...makes me look not-that-great cuz i'm not-that-talented ..hmmm anyways..deadlines for artshow stuff was friday, and i'm still not done! even went to school 9-3 on sat and finished a big portion but not enough..*sigh* and on top of THAT, summer school registration coming up...gotta get 10 units done for math and english (2 units since sept)...or i'm screwed!!! okay i'm already messed up for school!!! ahhhh! i told mysefl i woudn't procrastinate after what happened last year...thoguth i would learn..but old BAD habits are so hard to get rid of...somebody helllpppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!
okayyy school stinks like CRAP...well only the homework part...everythign else is soo fun!!!! i love my gurls..they've always been so supportive of me..make me laugh when i'm stressed out...listen to my useless blabber...let me borrow their stuff everyday :P heheeee.....just always there to talk to..we know how bad june-rush can be...but we somehow TRY to make time for girls dayss!!! we need more of those!!!!! we need to RELAXXXXX everyone's so stressed out...so many thigns are happening now..new things...good things *smiles* i've learned that no matter how much people talk about you....u can't worry too much about it...u can't do much about it..they can think so many thigns of you but u don't owe them an explanation for it..its your life and they shouldn't judge you. if you have something that you want to say to someone....tell them!! don't be scared to talk to them....you might just be judging for the wrong reasons and that can ruin a great friendship quicktime...
hmm what else!??!?! hahhaha i dunoo "i only remember important things".....well, i guess theres been many things on my mind lately! no need to say it on here...people who know me well will know everything anyways but gotta say..i'm MUCH MUCH happier now....theres nothing i regret in the past..i hope that right now i didn't hurt anyone..i mean..this girl is a really good friend of mine..i dont' mean to hurt you.....or take anything away from your friendships because nothing should come inbetween it...thanks for being so patient with me with everything and for understanding =) AND....i'm so happy. i guess i'm overwhelmed with happiness...everythign is jsut so GREAT!! THANKS GOD you're awesome...he knows exactly what i need....God is our ultimate provider..he gives us shelter, love of a family, friends, relationships to learn and grow from, our physical bodies, energy and hope to continue each day, and the beautiful sunshine and birds and stars..how can you not be happy and thank him everyday? he's so unbelievable!
haha okayyy now i'm hyper, never thought i'd write so much for one blog..this thing is so cool!! i' mgonna get addicted..its like smoking..but addicted in a GOOD way...smoking kills little children :( anyways, my gramma came back yesterday night..waited for sooo long at the airport cuz the ppl checked her luggage!! they took away the beef jerky that she brought..."for little kids to eat" meaning it was for meeeeee *sigh* my poor beef jerky..o well...hehehe she's crazy got some new clothes and a watch and a bilino new bags that are "cool" in hk...lolll and some fobby clothes buh actually kinda nice! got half my summer shopping done for me!!! =) my cousins are so cool!!!!!!!!!!!! my gramma is soo SWEET and CUTE! we talked about stuff..and i love it when she laughs..she just has this hyperness that makes me hyper...when she laughs, i laugh....when she does my laundry..i steal it from her and tell her not to do it...but she stays home everydya... no more chores for me!! that means ihafta find other ways to work out!! DRAGONBOATTTT!!!!!!!!!! hehhehehehe yayyyyyyyy awww i wonder how tryouts for the Junior Canada Team went at mowat...somebody tel meeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
alright this is too long!! gotta go help chris edit his essay....which will take me so long cuz its horrible =) i might as well write it alll over again eh =) jk jk chris...you're smart..but lazy like me which sux. don't you wish two lazy people make each other hard working? well no....i just means...two peopl who get even lazier!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) oh yeha...the park was soo funnnn went rollerblading on saturday..and played some softballl....and then watched kill bill ...soo bloodyyy but cool!!! i wanna see the second one!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!! *smiles* i'm out!
well, what to say..right now its just a really stressful time for me..so much work to do with the art show coming up..doing lots of work at school in the BASEMENT inhaleing nasty toxic stuff from tech and art, and being holed up at home working on my interior model!! btw, if anyone wants to come..MaryWard's ART SHOW, ISM is opening its doors on May3rd, and is running all week i believe!! tickets are usualyl $2-3 pretty cheap for all the workt that is being put into it...its really worth checking out! the stuff is AMAZING =) ppl are so talented at my school...makes me look not-that-great cuz i'm not-that-talented ..hmmm anyways..deadlines for artshow stuff was friday, and i'm still not done! even went to school 9-3 on sat and finished a big portion but not enough..*sigh* and on top of THAT, summer school registration coming up...gotta get 10 units done for math and english (2 units since sept)...or i'm screwed!!! okay i'm already messed up for school!!! ahhhh! i told mysefl i woudn't procrastinate after what happened last year...thoguth i would learn..but old BAD habits are so hard to get rid of...somebody helllpppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!
okayyy school stinks like CRAP...well only the homework part...everythign else is soo fun!!!! i love my gurls..they've always been so supportive of me..make me laugh when i'm stressed out...listen to my useless blabber...let me borrow their stuff everyday :P heheeee.....just always there to talk to..we know how bad june-rush can be...but we somehow TRY to make time for girls dayss!!! we need more of those!!!!! we need to RELAXXXXX everyone's so stressed out...so many thigns are happening now..new things...good things *smiles* i've learned that no matter how much people talk about you....u can't worry too much about it...u can't do much about it..they can think so many thigns of you but u don't owe them an explanation for it..its your life and they shouldn't judge you. if you have something that you want to say to someone....tell them!! don't be scared to talk to them....you might just be judging for the wrong reasons and that can ruin a great friendship quicktime...
hmm what else!??!?! hahhaha i dunoo "i only remember important things".....well, i guess theres been many things on my mind lately! no need to say it on here...people who know me well will know everything anyways but gotta say..i'm MUCH MUCH happier now....theres nothing i regret in the past..i hope that right now i didn't hurt anyone..i mean..this girl is a really good friend of mine..i dont' mean to hurt you.....or take anything away from your friendships because nothing should come inbetween it...thanks for being so patient with me with everything and for understanding =) AND....i'm so happy. i guess i'm overwhelmed with happiness...everythign is jsut so GREAT!! THANKS GOD you're awesome...he knows exactly what i need....God is our ultimate provider..he gives us shelter, love of a family, friends, relationships to learn and grow from, our physical bodies, energy and hope to continue each day, and the beautiful sunshine and birds and stars..how can you not be happy and thank him everyday? he's so unbelievable!
haha okayyy now i'm hyper, never thought i'd write so much for one blog..this thing is so cool!! i' mgonna get addicted..its like smoking..but addicted in a GOOD way...smoking kills little children :( anyways, my gramma came back yesterday night..waited for sooo long at the airport cuz the ppl checked her luggage!! they took away the beef jerky that she brought..."for little kids to eat" meaning it was for meeeeee *sigh* my poor beef jerky..o well...hehehe she's crazy got some new clothes and a watch and a bilino new bags that are "cool" in hk...lolll and some fobby clothes buh actually kinda nice! got half my summer shopping done for me!!! =) my cousins are so cool!!!!!!!!!!!! my gramma is soo SWEET and CUTE! we talked about stuff..and i love it when she laughs..she just has this hyperness that makes me hyper...when she laughs, i laugh....when she does my laundry..i steal it from her and tell her not to do it...but she stays home everydya... no more chores for me!! that means ihafta find other ways to work out!! DRAGONBOATTTT!!!!!!!!!! hehhehehehe yayyyyyyyy awww i wonder how tryouts for the Junior Canada Team went at mowat...somebody tel meeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
alright this is too long!! gotta go help chris edit his essay....which will take me so long cuz its horrible =) i might as well write it alll over again eh =) jk jk chris...you're smart..but lazy like me which sux. don't you wish two lazy people make each other hard working? well no....i just means...two peopl who get even lazier!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) oh yeha...the park was soo funnnn went rollerblading on saturday..and played some softballl....and then watched kill bill ...soo bloodyyy but cool!!! i wanna see the second one!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!! *smiles* i'm out!