Sunday, January 30, 2005

this weekend was pretty emotional...on saturday, i got an email saying that one of the girls from media quit, which was quite shocking even though we'd talked about it before...it just meant we'd have to change our entire script again..and its frustrating..wiht only 6 weeks left till the first TC! and she was my partner..so it feels like its my fault that she's leaving...*sigh* she still hasn't called me either. soo yeah..that and the same morning..my dad's car engine died and the car is now totalled, so i didn't see him on saturday...promiseland is getting tiring having to spend so much time on it everyweek..but its serving God so maybe i should just not get involved in so many things..but i can't really change now..and on top of that theres the FEB 18 DEADLINE..eeek. i'm so dead for that..unless i just give up..but..yea. sometimes i feel like i wanna give up...it seems like Satan is attacking everywhere..especially each of us on the media team, and trying to break up the team. But...he won't win..we won't let him..and as Danielle said..we'll come out stronger in the end if we can handle this. Need to pray alot for the team..thanks Chris for being there for me...and telling me not to give up =)
Later on saturday...went with Chris to markville, met up with gord, julie, amanda, aaron, pam, cam, sam and victoria...then went to aaron's house..bought stuff for dinner from Sobeys..fajitas and tacos =D it was GOOD...then we watched Dodgeball and played poker...then i went home.
today..went to church and the speaker was Pastor Brian Quan..pretty good message about the 7 deadly sins and stuff, and it really spoke to me..that we can't change people but have to change ourselves first..hmm..might watch WImbeldon today cuz cat and char are finally done exams.
this week...gonna be working like an ant...gotta finish about 13 units before feb 12 and write 6 tests..boo urns!
oh yeah..and happy birthday to Warren and Alison!

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