well midterms, papers and end-of-term projects are all finished, having presented our venture project last week which i think went quite well...now is the time to start studying for those killer FINALS!! as i see it they don't have to be killer..but i've procrastinated enough that as spread out as they are, i'm still gonna end up cramming the night before..
okay so why did i take this job? to get money for christmas..but now that i have it, i need to take some time off...and definitely not working in Toronto next term.its way too stressful and screws up my time so BADLY. i thought it would save alot of problems..not having spending money, helpign out pay for school, letting me go back to toronto and see people, but that didn't really work out..so UH.if they don't let me off, i'm gonna tell them i can't work anymore. pooey. gonan miss that place..working at toyRus is actually really fun, and i don't wanan leave! so many cute kids and funny stuff happens. like this woman just started changing her baby's diaper on the check-out counter. YUP. kinda gross. i wonder where she threw the diaper...
being a girl SUCKS cuz girl's get EMOTIONAL. and its so hard to understand or make anyone else understand even the people who are closest to you..just..i guess..i feel like i'm being pulled so many ways, and i wanna do so many things, and try to make everyone happy but eveyrone knows that's impossible. and then i guess right now this long-distance thing is making everything even harder, and i feel like i'm trapped..i have to do certain things to make this relationship WORK up to YOUR expectations..but i CAN'T do them.
all i can say is...i'm not strong enough..no more tuff-cookie for you.
anyway, i still can't sleep...
so last tuesday 4 plus alex jumped in his car and went back to the T-DOT for PASSION Toronto, which was a concert given by Chris Tomlin, Charlie Hall, and David Crowder Band. we got there at 3:30ish started lining up, but it wasn't even that crowded..so the concert didn't even start till 7:30...it was good though!..nice bonding time in that 4 hrs of freezing weather. well Passion was amazing...Louie Giglio spoke about the universe, and how God is really much bigger than anything we can imagine..if we can't even imagine how big our own milky way is, much less the universe, we're not even close to imagining how great God--who made everything--is. something that really touched me was the prayer triangles we had..and how God hears us..no matter how small and insignificant we are..and how much we turn away from him. i KNOW he hears us, and cares...and as Louie said we can't expect things to go our way..but God has a plan for us =)
another update on ESL aka. english-second-language team @ Softball Intramurals....we won our first playoff game!! just two more to go till finals! haha we'll show them that chinese people CAN play SOFTBALL.
well not much left to write about..except i have this new obsession (after sudoku) of making snowflakes..yesterday i sat for two hours makign them..and yestrday shannon stayed up till 2!! hilarious girl...yah so here's some pics of me and char's decorated and newly renovated room
Countdown to Christmas: 26 DAYS!
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