wow, its been a STRESSFUL week! but its all over, and now i'm getting ready for an even more stressful week. its pretty much the last week of normal school days at ward, but while people in every other school in Toronto is winding down on work and starting to study for exams, the workload at ward is reaching its MAX. last week was craaaazyyyy...all week was worrying about failing this couse and that..might still fail accounting if my teacher feels like failing me...but...she's already been so nice and i have a feeling God wants me to PASS...sooo plspls let me finish..*sigh* got like 10 tests to write this week..maybe more, but half of them are math tests for units that i didn't even do so i'll hafta study my BUTT OFF....eeekkkk..still gotta make it to summer school and carryover for law and religion..then after that, there's art and photography to finish until the middle of june..arghhhhhhhh....still gotta do lotsa prep for STM in Atlanta..gotta catch up on my prayer partner and stuff..been missing sunday school and stuff for the past few weeks cuz of CIA...ahh mann why is it so much work to take care of kids?? and i want like 6 of them, but hopefully..these ones can behave tomorrow and the last cia will be a blast!!! then after that..its just summer camp and TrailMix VBS camp...hmm forgot to hand in my application form for counselluoring..ahhhh oopsies.

anyways, since my last entry...i went to ottawa for the victoria day weekend with my dad, step-mom and 9-year old half-sis..she's soo ADORABLE! but very annoying and rebellious sometimes..reminds me so much of me..but i can't believe i was THAT bad..prolly not..she's such a tomboy , which weirdly attracts many young boys..well anyways, that weekend was fun! visited family friends, and went to dinner with this couples cell group thing..met some cool people there, and then on sunday we went to their church, OCAC, and i saw TIM my tc group! that was really cool cuz he came down to TO one day and ended up going to carrie's church who's also from our tc group..oooOoooOo ahhh wel, anyway, then went to see the tulip festival at dow's lake..saw some magic shows and stuff too, then drove home..it was fun! lotsa bondign time with family...i'm glad i went and got to spend time with them.

hmmm monday, went to dinner with Chris's family, and then went to his house and we watched My Sassy Girl...tuesday, i ate lunch with him and went to his house after school..wednesday, went to his house after school...thursday was the closing ceremony at school, so had free lunch and spent a period out in the warm sunshine on the hill...then went to chris's hosue after school and skippped d-boat and night school..sooo much work to do! friday.didn't have shcoool in teh mornign so went to chris's hosue again..hahhahh WE HAVE NO LIFE...spent like everysingle day with him this week!! i think i'm gonna go crazy..but in a good way =) afterschool, went to chris's house again, and ate a bit of dinner then went to softball practice. it was a pretty good practice, got to scrimmageand stuff. afterwards was Praise and Worship night for Hosanna/Alethia, then me, Chris, Janette, Eric, and Adrian went to Jack Astors for some snacks..it was OUR DINNER..eric is sooo funny!! the whole time was soo jokes lol *shake it up* and talked about softball and stuff, saw pat there..oh yeah adrian's letting me play SECOND BASE!!!!!!!1 YAYYYY!!!!!!!!! heehee..i wanna get over my fear of the ball..i'm not that scared, but it always always hits me even if i catch it and it bounces out of my glove...THAT hurts..kills ltosa barin cells too..oh well..its summer, who needs to think? oh yeah. my first time seeing road kill that night too!!!! saw this raccoon get killed TWICE on sheppard ave.when leaving church...it was sooo SAD..i wanted to cry!! it was so helpless cuz it got hit, and then so utterly STUPID cuz it got up..crawled a few steps and got hit again,and something flew off..*eeeewwww* guys are so HEARTLESS!! eric and adrian laughed so hard when we told them adrian started crying..geewhiz.they can't even feel sorry for the poor thing!
ahhh anyway, today went to dentist and then costco, then early YUM-CHA, then shopped for like 1 hour at markville..got new sunglasses from roots!! they'er sooo SEXYYYY!!!!! nice and dark..and makes me look like a hippie? but it was LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT had to get them....also got joe boxer stuff from la vie en rose was having a big sale. later on chris came over to help me with my homework..and now i'm here DOING HOMEWORK..ahhh gotta get back to that..