i guess its time to write a long long blog again! it's been sitting empty since i opened it on msn..talking on msn makes time pass so quickly cuz by the time i get to answer the next person it's been like 20 minutes! anyways..got to talk to esther..we haven't talked in sooooooo LONG...well it seems like a long time everytime i'm away from her *sigh* hehe..we realized how much alike we are AGAIN...i meann we know what each others is gonna say before we say it..or we say the same thing at the smae time..its so funniee!! we can have our own conversations w/out the other person. =) got some "big-sister" advice and stuff...i'm scared of afterparties now and definitely not going after prom...chris is gonna kill me anyways o.O hehehe well i'm really erally excited about prom still...hehe..i guess theres been a situation and i'm kinda helping out a friend by going too..and gona get to see all my friends who are graduating m'be some for the last time cuz we probably won't talk in the summer much =( i'll miss you guys!!! hmm anyways.update on the weekend....
+ saturday, went to Pickle Barrel for Pam's birthday..but then i started getting sick that morning so then i couldn't be as energetic as i could be..oh well.the food there was yummyyy.and it was funny watching josh and jimmy eat their monster sandwichess lol..i don't understand how the skinniest guys ever can fit so much in tehir stomachess!! and still never get FAT!!! on the other hand SOME GUYS...just get fat cuz they eat WAAAAAAAYYY TOOOOOOO MUCH!! *ahem* after that chilled at aaron's house and plyaed mahjong*whooohoo* i realize my cousin taught me how to play wrong..we used to play with cardsss in likee gr6 lol
+ sunday, went to church...it was really amazing to see so many peopel in teh eng congregation now..we had at least 80 people...which is really really GOOD for us!! the church is grownig so much...and Hosanna fellowship is growing so much as well..i dotn' wanna leave..i'll miss it..after so many years..even thoguh sometime i say that it's boring and i don't do much, i'l miss watching the kids grow up!! and they grow up FAST..i'll miss being "big sister" and then being the youngest in alethia..*sigh* time goes buy so fast...hm then after that me and adrian went to the BASIC softball practice..it was really fun!! got to practice muh second basing..and stuff..then all the NON-BASIC played against BASIC..hhahaa itw as all funn buhh i think we still kicked their butts! wel that was funn...and then i went home..and had the most emotional night ever...i dnot' know..i don't usually cry and it was really something that made me bring up the past, which is hard to talk about, because noone can understand what i've been through...but i was able to talk to him about it..a bit..*sigh* things ARE getting better..some because of him =) thanks for being there for me..you make it so much easier for me to go through LIFE in so many ways...things are gonna change for GOOD *smiles*
+ ahhh i think i'm not that sick anymore!! last night couldn't really sleeep kept waking up and coughing and stufff and i coudln't breathe..but i think people's prayers really helped =) on sunday, i prayed with one of my STM Team members and it was so comforting..to know that we can pray for each other as a team..and he was telling me a story about his two kids..how he doesn't think he spends enough time with them becuase he's a doctor and always away..and he just wants to be a good father and that children grow up so quickely..he doesn't want his kids to grow up not having spent time with their dad..and not knowing how much he loves them =) it made me wana cry!! hehe...aiii why am i so emotional lately?!?!